To my beautiful Bear.
This morning wasn’t a good day for either of us, I hate to see the beautiful eyes of yours filled with tears.
You tell me you’re sad and you wanted to stay with mummy but I still took you to school, I took you because I know how much you love it.
You have no idea why you are feeling the way you feel, I can only imagine how that must feel, you just know something isn’t right.
I tell you mummy loves you every day because I really do. when I ask you if you love mummy sometimes you say No or like last night you said;
“Eyebrows, nose, eye’s, mouth” while touching my face.
You tell me you love mummy in your own way- like when you put both your hands on my face and just look at me or when you hug me for no reason.
You may never say the words “I love you” you may not even fully understand the concept of love but I know you do love me, I see it in your eyes every day.
You didn’t want to take your favourite PJ’s off this morning, mummy knows how much they mean to you.
I know how much you love being at home if you had your way you would never leave the house but you have to baby.
I heard you screaming out my name as I left when you went out the room, I didn’t want to leave you, I left you because you work better when mummy isn’t with you.
Mummy would never leave you unless I knew you would be ok, you just needed to break the cycle of the last few days.
Mummy will always be your voice, I will always stand up for you and I will always love you.
Know that we all love our Bear and wouldn’t have you any other way!